When a girl loses her mother ..
I have been away from my blog for a while.. This is why...I remember being a little girl and having my hair cut very short and I remember crying and hiding from people's eyes.. It is because we grow up...
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It is so easy to feel insecure, to be shaken to the core.. So easy for one to forget and forgetting is not always a bliss, it is a curse when you forget your self worth.. It is so easy not to summon...
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I have done the tattoosthe hair coloringthe place to liveI have moved a lotand loved a lotand redefined myself a hundred timesI have done neuroticdone self loathingdone insecuritiesI have done the...
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When you look it in the face..when you live it..breathe it..there aren't five stages of grief..nothere's only one stage..a circle an endless circle a repeating dream..you forget and then you...
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The curse of the PhoeniciansMy goodness.. Since the beginning of our history, we have just been our worst enemy. At every turn of millennium, of century, of decade, we make sure to destroy and clean up...
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Civil warFor reasons not clear to me, Beirut is being attacked. My mother is stuck and the area where she lives turned into a battle ground (she just told me that my sister's building was hit by...
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And it goes on ..I blame -- for intimidating the other party and all of Lebanon, for the mere fact that they have developed material superiority. I think -- are promoting a state of dictatorship where...
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Discussing the Palestinian cause with Israelis was always hard on me. I always found their rhetoric to be exhausting but it always helped, at least for the sake of keeping my sanity, to go back to the...
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During the war last summer, i cried the most when i heard that the Baalbek ruins are being threatened.Not equally dramatic but equally tragic, it seems that all the archives of future tv got totally...
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The USSCole is coming back to the MediterraneanTypical American manoeuvre.I find it curious that the policies in Syria shifted after Assad the father, leading to a manifestation of these policies...
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Round one!It seems that it had passed. Those who died died. Those who stayed are only more depressed and frustrated and feel a little more worthless. Those who were contemplating coming back to this...
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Two years and some ...So what becomes of her .. Your loveWhen it gets dark and her head falls resting, far from the light,When a moment of bliss dissipates in the dark,When the waves shatter explode...
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The day after ....The storm seems to have passed. I have no idea how and why and for what reasons those who have died or suffered just did ... Since i don't know why things have worked out, i have no...
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JuneShe stepped on some rotten leaves on her way to see him.. she stopped in her track to wipe her shoes.. she had her new white scandals on to go with her summer look.. she ran to the back to freshen...
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Ephemeral soul boutsThere are times when I am excited about my hair, my job, the people around me, when I cook, I read, I write, I dance and there are times when I just cease to .. live … I just...
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